One of the greatest sites on the web is no more. R.I.P. TimmyBigHands.Com, you shall be missed my friend.

The website for the movie adaptation of Daniel Clowes' underground comic Ghost World is now online so check it out!

Help.....playing to much.....Phantasy Star Online......life slowly....slipping...away.........Wait! I never had a life to begin with....

Just finished watching This Is Spinal Tap for like the forth time since I got it on dvd. If you haven't already seen this master piece it doesn't get any better than on dvd. Trust me on this one. Which reminds me I still have a few new dvd's I still haven't watched. I got to watch the second dvd of the Dogma special edition collection. I have The Way of The Gun that I bought for $13 new (this week it's $7, I am so pissed), and the Dark Crystal special edition. Which all of these are very good movies. DC (Dark Crystal, not Dark City which is an awesome movie in itself, directed by Alex Proyas) is a classic. Okay enough talking, I'm now going to go watch Unbreakable, which I have seen at the theater but thought it was good enough to buy on dvd.




The Clayba

Okay kiddies, I am back...or am I?

I know it's been a long time since I made a post but things happen, we have no control over our lives...if I did would I be making a post right now? No, I don't think so. I believe I would be on some beach right now soaking up the rays while big tittie mermaids beckon me into the surf. Like I said though, we have no control over our lives.
I'm sure you are all wondering what I have been doing. No? Well, WHO IN THE HELL ASKED YOU HUH? Oh...guess that would've been me...well I am going to tell you anyway. Work is a four letter word kids. That's right, say it with me now. Work. Good, now let's say it in a sentence. "Clayton has been at work, because he has to work, he has no life, he has no girlfriend, and soon he'll be homeless." Wow that's really good kids.

When I haven't been at work I spend money. Yes, the whole "no girlfriend" theory of mine. I've also become addicted to Phantasy Star Online on the Sega Dreamcast. It's loads of fun for girls and boys kiddies.


The Clayba

I just want to say it is REALLY hot in my apartment right now. Seems our AC doesn't like us and keeps breaking down. When I went to bed last night it was 92, but after I opened a few windows and put a fan out on our porch to bring in some outside air in it dropped down to 85. It's amazing the change in a few degrees can affect the body. It was a little bit easier to sleep last night on the porch. I was told two days ago it would be fixed, I came home yesterday after work to find out that it hadn't. I am really starting to hate this place. Smells like dog piss in the apartment buildings hallway and our air doesn't work. I wish I had a strong piece of rope......

My friend had her mother passed away last week, the day before my friend's b-day. I went to the wake last night. I never met her mother. I do feel sorry that things like this happen and there is nothing I can do to change or help the matter any. I just hope me being there helped some........I kept wondering what my wake would be like....who would show up.....what would be said.....is this wrong?



The Clayba

There are times
when I'm just a shell
when I do not feel anything for anyone
all I feel is hollow & bruised
used up & miss used
forced to be someone
I don't want to be

Have I failed somehow or some way
with the weight of today
finally pull me down to drown
in the depths of despair
where I am alone
except for my rage?
MY RAGE....my pain
I hate my darkest days -- Stabbing Westward "Darkest Days"


The Clayba